一份感动

昨天因刚从午觉中起来直接去吃晚餐, 所以心情有点平淡,沉默。

但那两位奶奶的举动却让我不禁笑了。

那两位奶奶时常都会出现在那。奶奶1年纪稍微大一些但性格很活泼，而且每一天都是一个人的，也许她没有孩子吧。而另一位奶奶年轻一些，但每次吃饭时都会被孩子大吼大叫，对她很无礼，看了都心寒。

昨天..我被奶奶1的举动给打动了。

奶奶2当时独自徘徊很久，应该是不知道要吃什么吧。这事奶奶1来了，大声地喊了”ah nehh, lap meja!Teh xi kosong satu'' 然后拉了在徘徊的奶奶2做了下来,并把手中的香蕉糕递给她吃。

虽然只是一个很小的举动，但坐在隔壁座的我不禁笑了。

我稍微地被奶奶们打动了。她们年纪这么大，但无依无靠。他们虽互不相识，但因为心中有爱，她们互相扶持，互相关怀。这让我再次看见了世间的美好，那奇妙的爱 。

我想起了我远方的奶奶。:( 

您一定要答应我要把身子照顾好，您的宝贝孙女再过一阵就会飞回去看您，照顾您了! :D

The Thank List for everyone of YOU.

It's April, my always favorite month! A lot of things had happened for the past few weeks and I couldn't describe better on how happy and thankful I am.

I've always been very regretful for not making my foundation life more meaningful. I didn't join the dance club as I wished so much to join, I didn't follow up the choir practices, I didn't do sports after coming here, I didn't go for extra activities besides revisions, tests and assignments. It has been quite a dull life. BUT I'm so glad and joyful that I managed to create some sweet memories before all of us head apart our own life. I'm so happy with my decision to perform in the Blast concert and the Back To Street event though it was an extreme week with 1 project 1 presentation 1 assignment and 2 tests and these 2 performances to be done in a week.  I was wondering whether I could cope with everything but yes everything went on with their own pace.
I was finally back on stage again after a year. It was really sweet when the event finishes and you're down the stage, someone you don't know approaches you and say" You sang very well just now". It is also awesome when someone you do not know suddenly FB message you and asking "Are you the girl that sang during the first performance? I enjoyed the singing very much." It is even awesome-er when you got to know so many awesome and great people through these activities. This is what matters to me the most, the friendship that grew from this.

We did it, SOAP did it.
*Thankyou for giving me the chance to experience so many beautiful things. I have always wanted to do something on stage for all of my friends but I just didn't have the courage. You guys are the most awesome band I've ever seen. A band filled with cooperation, effort, passion, faith and love. Laughter fills the air of the music. Looking forward to have more chances to work with all of you, SOAP rocks man! :) Thanks Aaron my partner of the song for being so cooperative and nice. Thanks Joseph, Joshua, Alwin and Wilfred for being so cool tooh!

It feels really nice when your friends attend the event just to support you.

*Thanks to be present on that day my dearies An qi, Sin Hui, Choon Seng, Leow, and Min Yih :) Thanks for always be with me at the moments I need you people the most. Thanks for always being my medicine.

*Big thank for being so supportive and nice always, The Fisherman. Thanks for the sweet sttikles and the intention of the Dahfa and being my best tutor always :) Continue fishing more fishes yay I can eat alot! ;p

*Thanks to be present on the Back to street event which really surprised me a lot, a lot,  Mister Jer. I was quite shocked to see you sitting down there when I was on stage. I hope that you really enjoyed the night which I was so worried and felt bad that you'll be bored as you came alone. It screwed your Starbucks Earth Hour too. I wanna tell you,  I'm very thankful. :)

* Thanks to The Wil for the chat-time which was unexpected as well :)

* Thanks Casey for always been my best mummy here, someone who really look after and care about my safety and condition here, the one that protect me alot. Alwin said this that night " If Casey knows that we brought you out for dinner we sure die. She never let me go near her one you know?" Hahaa, I felt so warm and grateful after listening to this, which is really true. Thanks my mummy best friend :)

* Thanks Enying for being with me during the revision time and everything. Thanks for trusting me much and sharing and expressing everything to me. I'm really glad to be your listener :) Thanks shirqin for always being so helpful in every circumstances and thankyou for staying so cheerful all the time. 

*Thanks my jimui ying and nancy for always been there caring about me whenever they feel I'm not feeling good. Though we're not together but their words of love is always here with me.

*And thank you for being mentally supportive and caring though you didnt expand it much :)

* Thanks Alwin for the lamest and sometimes some disgusting jokes which he actually intends to make you feel relieve and unwind you from stress. Thanks for the reviving words and the laughter that make people forget about the stress in life. I admit I cant stop laughing whenever you're around -.-

* And thanks to the new friend Kevin for whatsoever things. haha

* Thankyou so much for being so caring for dabao for me the night before the Physics test.. It's nasi lemak and ayam goreng that I love the most from the mamak near the basketball court. I was really going to starve myself as punishment as I didn't managed to finish and understand the freaking formulas. I was feeling so frustrated, stressed, teared and lost the mood to go out for anything. So I didn't went out for dinner with you.:(
I was so shocked that you brought food back for me as I thought that you have gone for dinner and then for basketball as how you said before you left the house. After the food you left again for besketball for real. It really made my day, appreciate it alot. Thankyou so much Laodai. You're really our big brother of the gang ^^

* Last but not least, thankyou for my family for always being my best anchor in life.
The unlimited love that I received from you will be the unlimited power and energy for me to love more and more people and my life.

I'm feeling so blessed to be able to feel how blissful I am, feeling so blessed to be able to have the gratitude in my heart always before it's too late.

Thanks to everyone that love me. Iloveya'll :)

Joice

Look at this!! this is the bacteria that I grew myself. It's so surprising to see this structures on the gel after a week of time which initially, it was a empty gel with some transparent dust collected by me using cotton wool from the tables of the lab. Living things are magical. There are people in this world which tends to choose death easily but there are this tiny living things which we couldn't see with our naked eye, fighting their hardest to grow. Appreciate life people, it's the most precious thing that we have. It gives us the chance to breath, to feel, to love. Even if there're really downs which make you so unbearable, but remember that everything is temporary. If you're doing well in life, appreciate it as it is not forever, and if you're having failures and downs, don't worry as it does not last long either. Make your life worth to you people. I'm making mine :)

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Went for movie yesterday with the whole gang of hometown friends, plus another two new members Min yih and Alex.

Was so desperate to go for movie with them for a long time. They're my anchor here, the ones who make me laugh like seriously, the ones that dissipate my stress and downs. We've known each other since primary school, and had been in the same class until high school graduation, and now, university, we're still together. The friends for life. 

Anyway, wanna grab the chance to thank Jinyi for downloading me all twilight episodes and the full version of the hitting Hong Kong drama '36Oncall'. I know I will love it as it's related to the life as doctors. Passion increased*

Ahh, the cheerful gurls that always create the cheerful environment. 

An Qi: 我很可爱有没有? Hahaa.. She just couldn't stop repeating this phrase yesterday with some funny gestures which make me cant stop laughing.

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Few days back were in a very blue emotion and it happened that on that particular day I received alot of calls. They were from mummy, after that daddy, meimei and the last one from one of my best friend Nelson, who called just after I've teared up abit over some stuffs.Thank God for arranging all this little thingy in my days to brighten me up, to make me happy. You knows everything. I was literally touched once listening to their voices. My tears came to eyes. It was so magical, so touching. It made my day, it melted my heart.

谢谢你们, 爱我的每个人。

Lab coat

Today had the first practical class in the week. Wore the nice nice lab-coat ironed by meimei. Thanks her so much for helping me to iron it after washing. Jiejie appreciate :] That's very sweet for me thats why here goes this post :)

These days I'd been quite emotionally affected over few matters but I'm feeling really good now. My thinking healed my feelings. I decided to endure and think things the other way round to make myself better. We cant have everything in life as how we wished it to happen I know. I'm truthfully feeling very blessed for everything I have now. The unhappy stuffs I'll just group it aside as the nutrients I need in order to be a stronger person. Wanna learn how to be an angelic person. hahaa :) 

Childhood in Portugal. The moments that I'll never forget. :')

Hectic

Few hours before I set out on my journey back to PJ, am writing a Birthday card to my beloved uncle who is having his birthday on 29th March. It must be written by today as it takes approximately 3 weeks to reach Portugal. Having a great help from Google translate to translate my words from English into Portuguese. Too bad that I can only write very very simple Portuguese words as I shifted back to Malaysia when I was to start my standard 2 there. Anyway, just wishing Uncle and Aunt to take care and have the best state of health always as there's when the sickness approaches easier when people get older. ><

After leaving for this time I think it'd be a lapse of time before I come home again. The life is getting busier and busier. I still have a report to be completed, tons of tutorials and revision for the test this week. After that needa get real started with the programming concept assignment as well as Physics Mini Project and the exhibition of the project. Faint* But nevermind nevermind, after one month I'd be free! Tsk tsk think of the good side think of the good side. Just long to cope well with everything and don't stress up easily. I know that I cant do better when I'm stressed. Wishing a better capability to answer the Maths tests and better score. 

Enjoyed staying at home very much, enjoyed disturbing my piggy sister when I've waken up whereas she's still sleeping though I will get scolded by her. :p Had very awesome meals and conversations with parents. 

F A M I L Y : Father and Mother I love you. :)

I think it'd be a cool week.

With pace

Overwhelming with sentiments all over my heart. I'm feeling so in love, as in the unconditional love flowingwithin me. Presently, I'm okay of sitting alone in the restaurant and have my meals alone.  I'm okay seeing people in pairs or with friends. Maybe in the whole restaurant I would be the only one sitting alone at the corner side table but I've learned to deal with it. I don't feel myself pitiful or lonely either. I talk to myself instead, I eat, I look at the phone, I observe people and I continue eating. I think this is what has been mentioned in the book, the development of unconditional love. :)

I've also learned how to deal with disappointments and failures. Though I've collapse in particular test, but I'm no longer like last time, feeling deeply hurt. I would just tell myself, never mind, there's still a chance to work out better. I'm surprised of my calmness though. Thanks Miss Phua for your advice and reviving words. They really made me grow stronger. They touched me :) 

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I'm so thankful and grateful for the present. Thank God for the blessing YOU gave to my family. Now I could realize that if we keep the faith, never give up on things easily, everything will come to us, it's just the matter of time, but it'll come to us with their own pace. I'm so happy to see the smiley on my parents face, and I just couldn't stop imagining how our life would be. To be honest, thinking about future it's like my daily basis. I just can't wait to be successful in life and give my family a better life. I can't wait to graduate and fly back to Portugal and duty my responsibility to take care of my vovo and do something for my relatives who had always been with us though we're thousands and thousands miles apart. I just have so many dreams and wishes to be achieved! I'm shoooo excited!! :D

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Feeling shoo glad to have known some really great and awesome people throughout this period. 

I just wanna jot down everything that made me feel good. Sincerely appreciate. 感恩 :)

                                            I think I'm growing 。

Wan Ann :)

Enjoy to have your presence here. Though it only left two nights before your depart back to Portugal but I'm gonna grab every little moments to make it memorable. I <3 you vovo :') 

Alright. Time to bed. goodnight world. Home sweet home <3